“You told me to not break your heart. Yours. And look at where we are now”
— Mine is crumbling
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I can’t sleep tonight, because you didn’t message back.
And I know you’re busy, I’m fine with that.
But while I was dreaming I kept hearing your name.
I can’t help but wonder if you really feel the same.
I know that you love me, there’s no question there.
But is your love as intense as mine, do you care as I care?
I could drown in all the questions, or reasons I should leave.
But it was you who pulled me out of everything killing me.
Although I owe you nothing,
My heart will never stray.
Because you made me feel something,
When I could not see the light of day.
“You told me to not break your heart. Yours. And look at where we are now”
— Mine is crumbling
DO YOU EVER JUST
GET JEALOUS SO EASILY
LIKE NO
THAT PERSON IS MINE
DON’T BREATHE AROUND THEM
PLEASE AND THANK YOU
DO YOU EVER JUST
GET JEALOUS SO EASILY
LIKE NO
THAT PERSON IS MINE
DON’T BREATHE AROUND THEM
PLEASE AND THANK YOU
“And when it suddenly didn’t matter how bad things were as long as he was there, I knew. I knew I was deeply, truly, and eternally in love with him.”
— In Love / Unrequited Love
It’s actually so hard for me to say “I love you” to someone in person.. even my family. I have only ever said “I love you” to people twice in my entire 18 and a half years on this planet and actually felt it. Other times i’ll kind of say it really quiet without the “I” and not make eye contact. It’s too weird for me to look at someone and say I really love them, because I hardly ever love anyone at all.
I love her ‘cause she’s always there,
To help me up when Life’s not fair,To kiss it better when it pains,
And scrub away the dirty stains,To make me laugh when I am mad,
To comfort when I’m feeling sad.And even when I’m down and blue,
She’ll pick me up and push me through.I love her ‘cause she’s always there,
To be my friend, to always care,Never too busy to understand,
To love me, and to hold my hand,To push all other things aside,
So that my needs won’t be denied,To tell me, “No,” when it’s not right,
To say, “Don’t let the bed bugs bite.”Mom, no one can compare to you,
Without your love, what would I do?I love you more than anyone,
I want to be just like you, Mom.
Don’t fall in love with me.
There are days when I get sad without a reason and I just stare at the ceiling with tears streaming down my face.Don’t fall in love with me.
On those days, I don’t talk to anyone. I just bury myself in my bed and think about how I became this mess of sadness.Don’t fall in love with me.
I will become attached to you and I will cry myself to sleep if you don’t text me good night before you go to sleep and I will convince myself that it’s because you got tired of me.Don’t fall in love with me.
I’m too much. I will depend on you. I need attention, much more than other people. I’ll talk to you in metaphors and make you one. I’ll write poems about you and opening up my skin at 2 A.M.Don’t fall in love with me.
I couldn’t stand you coming home to find me on the bathroom floor shaking and crying, with blood spilling from my wrists. I couldn’t stand seeing the disappointment in your eyes.Don’t fall in love with me.
I will pour everything I’ve left of me into you, every bit of love, until I have nothing to give. Until I become completely empty.Don’t fall in love with me.
I’m scared that my sadness is contagious.Don’t fall in love with me.
I will replay your sweet words in my head when I hate myself so much that I want to die. Your words will be the only thing that make me stay.Don’t fall in love with me.
You will live in fear. You won’t be able to leave me, because you’d know if you did, I wouldn’t have anything to live for.Don’t fall in love with me.
Before I met you, there wasn’t a single person who could’ve made me stay. You’re my reason now.Don’t fall in love with me.
Because I will fall in love with you.
Considering that a program should be developed around a person’s biology, age, goals, diet, free time, etc, there’s a lot of factors I can’t get in through email that would allow me to tailor a program specific to you.
